no more blond blond, just blond

cologne 01/2011

lukewarm

love this song soooo much and like he sings "I NEVER WANNA SAY MY BEST DAYS ARE BEHIND ME"...

good bye 2010

you've been full of learning, changing and wondering...

people still surprise me
being alone doesn't mean to be lonely
i like to be on my own
i still become better in what i do

what i want is ... hmmm i don't even know what i want, maybe i'll find out in 2011

tel aviv (11/2010)

and it's over again

christmas time as every year, at least it was a white christmas since a while in cologne... so it looked very pretty, but didn't feel any different to any other weekend.

i spent the christmas eve with my friend nina and her family, like the last 5 years. as i don't see my family for almost 6 years by now, i deeply appreciate to be part of another family at this certain day! i feel welcome and like a familymember by choice. i'm very thankful for this feeling!

so i realized again, it's not important who gave birth to you once, it's important who will hold on to you through all your ups and downs... whoever will tell me blood is thicker than water, i'll always think and say WHATEVER!

why do i blog...

so why do i have a blog? why am i writing about me and my privacy in here?

just because i wanna talk and i don't care who is reading... i don't even care if somebody is reading at all or not. i really don't.

it's not important to me who knows about me and who doesn't. for me it's just important having some space for the ideas in my head, set them free and hopefully let them behind!

i love my grandparents

and i hope they will become as old as my greatgrandfather, he is 96 and he is still alive!

so if i'm lucky i will have grandparents by the age of 58. this sounds amazing!!! doesn't it?

happy and thankful to have them!

time flies

less than a week and its christmas time again...

less than 2 weeks and this year is over. where does all the time go?
i don't wanna live fast and die young, i'd prefer to stay young without dying!

maybe this will be my wish for christmas...

wintertime in cologne...

cologne 12/2010

you can't turn back the time

so don't waste your time trying it...

i should keep saying this more often to myself.

what the flea

today at the club scheisse...
selling my bbss stuff and looking forward to a good time with all the others.

wonderfull day with nice people, successfull too.
great day!!!

easy come, easy go...

i'll try

this is the beginning

lets see where it will lead me in the end...